can you describe your year in ten sentences?

i saw this somewhere on line this morning..and i have been thinking about it alot..because it seems impossible for me to even begin to put things in order ..much less describe my entire year in 10 sentences.  so much as happened..so many disappointments, changes, failures, gains, so much therapy and pdoc appointments, moving and leaving and beginning again..laughs, tears, utter despair and giddy happiness..some new skills, talking more, living more, hiding more, experiencing just a little bit more, .learning new things, meeting new people, losing touch with old people, safety, giggles, jello shots, calm days, cofffee fueled nights..collages, quotes, feelings, emotions..life..breathing..love..caring..discomfort..sadness..loss..loneliness..heartbreak..and growth...

well that most certainly doesnt count as ten sentences..i havent gotten to those..but i needed to think about it more..give myself more time...i mean truly what do i want to remember about this year?  what have i gained? learned? what will i take with me?  how is it that in less than a month it will be 2011..another year gone..another year to live through..how will next year be different?  how will it be better ??

so my ten sentences about 2010

I lived alone for most of this year, with dusti, and then i got bounce and my little family was complete.
I worked at one job that i lost and my world fell apart literally.
I found that in the most desperate of times there are people who care and notice and ask what is wrong.
I have learned that there is light at the end of the tunnel even if there may be a whole lot of rocks in front of that light. 
I have stopped cutting this year but all of the self harm has not stopped, i am still working on that.  I have lived with friends and managed to stay engaged and social even when i felt like hiding away.
I have began to talk more about myself, my life my struggles with people outside of my therapist.
I have found a strength in myself that I did not know was there, and i have gained a small sense of self.
I have become a part of a very safe group of people through my jobs, i have found acceptance in a way.
I have learned that I need to learn to provide my own comfort and acceptance because looking for it from other people will not always be an option.
I have struggled, cried, gave up, gave in, lost hope, pushed everyone away from me, struggled to speak, struggled to share but i am still here.
I have lost and gained friends, coworkers, supervisors, i have met a lot of new people.

Okay so i wrote 11..which i may or may not come back to ..im not sure if i am getting my point across really well..and im not sure how to get my point across..im not sure what i really am trying to say juts yet...i just needed a start..i needed to find out what i could say off the top of my head..and i was able to come up with 11..but i think they still need a bit of work...

i wish i could stop thinking for today..i really do...