well it was a good day..but its not now

am so so so mad at the mom right now..she has no right at all to touch me anymore..none and what does she do..decides to check my legs cas of bug bites and starts pulling up my pants and finds out i have scars on my legs..i told her no she couldnt see them and asked her to stop..and when that didnt work i asked her to please stop..and she let go of me..but i freaking know thats not the end of it..what will it be next?? will she wake me up in the morning and tell me that she stayed up all night worrying about me?? what will everyone think?? who will she go and complain about me too?? all this time ive kept the bulk of them hidden from her..aand today is the day she sees a few of them..god i wish she would just leave me alone..was feeling so much better and now im almost back to where i was..stressed out and on edge and worried..big time worried..maybe she will be too ashamed of me to even bother bringing it up again..but no im most likely not that lucky..and she will bring it up again..and soon..and ill just be a failure and someone to be ashamed of