Tuesday, January 23, 2007
leaving
still going to fla tomorrow and nope im not packed..i dont want to pack and i dont want to be around anyone really right this minute..more so kids but still fun and not fun and just tiring right now..ill be glad when sam and addy are here and i can lessen up on the death watching and making sure no one is out of my sight..ive decided that after today and being ready to cry that i really do need to find a way to deal with stress and letting it out that doesnt include cutting...want to cut and could but havent..the whole working with kids and if they saw and blah blah blah..so hmm really gotta find something that works...like now..going home tonight might help and calm me down some i hope
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my friend,
I know i have not been around, and i also know that you are not going to want to hear what i have to say, but as you know, i am going to say it.. *soapbox*
The only way that you are going to be able to deal with this stress, is to acknowledge exactly what is the core, and there are things in your life that you just do not want to accept exsist. Until you are ready to fully accept some reality that you are not dealing with.. hun, i do not fully know all that you are blocking out, but i have been honored with the information that you have shared so far.. stay strong my friend.. things are moving forward, although you feel they are dragging you down..
many thoughts always for you.
luv
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