asheville

its so weird being in the office on the weekend and none of the office ppl being here..but im so taking advantage of just having the computer to myself foras long as i want..feeling incredibly in an i want to go take pictures of the sun setting mood since ive really been wanting to paint and just kinda packed all that stuff away so i cant get to it yet..really wasnt smart of me to pack it away and of course i figure that out after i pack it and then want it and cant get it..but it will only be for a couple more weeks and then i can have it again..so i think i will go and just take pictures and think since i have millions of different things going on in my head right now..not really bad stuff just endless thoughts going around..nervous energy or something i guess..spent the dday in asheville and it really was a lot of fun..with erika she drove my car and when we go back tomorrow for brunch im driving..i got a new cd and we just went to a bunch of different shops and stuff and looked around..went to lunch at an outdoor cafe and got to watch a guy playing his violin while we were there..and then we went and got desert and shared a martini at a different cafe lol..and milky way mousse cake is wonderfu with a german chocolate cake martini..so it was a good day.realxing not having any obligations and being able to just go and do stuff..being here and suddenly everything is really much simplier than ever..do the basics stuff for everyday living and thats all you need..everything seems different without all the other everyday stressors constantly around..maybe thats why i like it so much here..i dont do well handling everyday stress and having so much information coming at me at once..working here is a different type of stress..but its not like city stress..im not being bombared with outside enviroment stress..i just have to handle all the inside stress before it gets out of hand and go from there..weird in some ways and it makes so much sense in other ways..i do work better with things quieter and i just need little bits of background noise and im ok..i know im not a city person and owrking in the middle of no where just doesnt bother me much..i prefer it ..and im close enough to hendersonville incase there was something i really needed to do or buy..ill live less than an hour away so i can go home and do all of this stuff..or like today go spend the day in asheville just walking around looking at stuff if i wanted too..life is different here..takes some getting used to but still its ok..