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im in a much better mood today..have the day off but i have to work on sunday instead and thats fine..sleeping in today really did help..still having freaky dreams and its driving me up the wall because it does make me a little leary of going to sleep again..but going to greenville sc today to do apartment stuff and hopefully get that stuff squared away for the weekend..and find my way around as much as i can..hanging out and getting used to being around jim again..funny how he is so much older than me and has lived his life doing millions of different things and he isnt bothered with my being quiet..because i asked him last night and he said he wasnt..i like working with him all the same..ive pretty much come to terms with the news and its ok now..still worried a little bit its ok..havent cut again and the urge has really lessened a lot after i did it the other day..nia is going to be helping me move this weekend and that will be cool..she will prolly ride with me and not with mommy..gotta figure out times and everything for friday with the dinner and i cant drink! that sucks a lot because it would be a lot of fun..so i have to be respponsible because i have to drive home and i dont want to get in trouble for driving drunk..make it eassy and just dont drink..not much to tell though..just having a slow day with everything..nothing rushed