I'm just not managing today... Took meds to numb out and we'll I am numb... Thinking of stupid things to do to myself.. Wondering what I did to cause things to mess up again.. What in the hell am I going to do without my car... I can't do anything.. I don't know the bus schedule.. I don't have the money to fix my car and I just keep crying and thinking and hurting... Worried about the week already... How will I get anything done???? I'm tired and feeling so very alone.. And sad.. And just shutting down
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