what is 1% of nothing ?

so tomorrow is the last day to apple for health insurance through the government..and i am so frustrated...because i know i need insurance..i know its important..i know im playing a semi dangerous game walking around with no insurance..and not being in the best of health..yada yada yada..i know the arguments..i do...and im still frustrated because i did sign up and i did pick a plan and now i cant afford it...and that is really upsetting ..when i signed up for it ..i had the money..and that was like two weeks ago!  i checked and checked on how to pay and nothing was there..juts that i would be contacted...well i came home yesterday and had a letter letting me know that i have until April 10th to pay for my insurance .... the messed up part of that is that i dont get paid on the 10th..i get paid on the 13th..so something is going to bounce or something is going to not get paid ...and it makes me feel so dang stressed up...if i dont get it..then next year ill be fined on my taxes .. i dont get anything back in taxes anyway..the government owns me..prolly for the rest of my dang life..but i just dont know what to do right now...i really really dont...because im not real sure yet if the pros of having insurance ..will out weigh the cons of not having insurance...currently i am being seen at the free clinic..its not so bad there...i pay out of pocket for my meds..that could be a bit better..but im not sure if insurance will make that one better or worse..maybe having insurance would allow me to go back to therapy...i dont know..but right now ..its like im having to pay for a card that i am not sure i will use...well not sure that i will use it right now...it would have come in handy last year when i had surgery..and when i got sick and had to shell out over $100 for a dang inhaler .. but right now...yeah...i just dont know...sometimes i really hate the fact that i have to work...i know its just that i havent found the right job..but i really just want to call it quits in the work field or whatever..blah...just complaining