i sleep to hide
to avoid
to forget
to have silence
to not think.
it is hard thinking so much
especially when i am feeling so hopeless
useless
worthless
a nobody
in a world full of somebodies.
who am i trying to kid exactly ?
who am i trying to convince?
what exactly is the point
of trying
of living
of hoping
i am empty
numb
lost
broken
the pieces dont make sense
the puzzle is not connecting
so ill sleep for peace
ill sleep to forget
ill sleep because
in the end
that may be all
that
keeps
me
alive
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