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there is a lot going on right now..and my desire to write is at an all time low..head is full and being sick and allergic to the meds is just causing so much of a hassle and i keep missing work cas of my reactions to the meds..and the whole thing is pretty frustrating...very frustrating..ugh.. i dont know..just kinda lost interest in writing right now..but head is on overdrive of course.. so i dont know...