Saturday, February 04, 2012

grossness...disclaimer...yes im screwed up

eating this evening turned into a binge..sorta kinda...

please excuse me while i go and throw up

im feeling sick and full and gross and am going to barf in a bit..not that its anyones business really..but just needed to get it out..acknowledge that its happening and realize that well it could be avoided but for whatever reason i dont want to ...i want to hurt.. i dont know.  i think my fear is getting the best of me tonight..

ugh

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