..well

well darn....

i got an email today..from a job a applied for like in june! and they said they had been trying to reach my but of course i dont have my old number anymore and so they emailed me! and its crazy ... they have gone through a lot of trouble trying to reach me..but i have to turn down the interview anyway..

and then tonight i went to work and well they were sick..like the kid was 'off' and i spent most of my time just reading stories to him..but then right when i was leaving he started getting sick and it was gross..and then i felt sick..and am still hoping that whatever bug is in there house i dont get cas that would be not so good!

and then on the way home i get a call from one of the other counselors and he tells me that we are working on a case together..and ive heard nothing about this!! so im just like umm ok..but im assuming ill be getting a call about it tomorrow..and so im already trying to figure out hours and all that..and yeah..i go from nothing to almost to much all at once..go figure..and so im suddenly almost at full time for one place and soon to be half time at the other place..but im trying to stay positive..essh..trying ..yeah thats the important thing..

so trying to stay on top of paperwork and all that kinda stuff and means i gotta start going to bed on time..cas my day is gonna be starting at 9 but gotta be up at 7..and fun.. really gotta stay on top of things...but yeah..will see how that goes!..but just feeling overwhelmed and umm kinda not at the same time..i dont know.. i mean being so busy today and having to do so much stuff made me not think about old stuff..and scary stuff and thats good..but yeah..dont go extreme with it..i know..