-sigh-

slept alright last night...have got to stop falling asleep and leaving the computer on my bed..ugh..

for as much as i wanted monday to get here..im tired lol...something about monday just makes me tired! anxiety is up already cas yvonne is here and going up inthe the attic and stuff..and moving stuff..and i feel the need to just get dressed and leave earlier than usual because i am feeling so anxious...and the earlier i leave then i can put dusti and bounce in my room so i know that bounce doesnt get out while the movers are here..so yeah i should prolly get going..and moving...

i was thinking last night..that im not sure the meds are working :( and i know why arent the way to fix everything..but just the bad thoughts are getting in..and i want my old meds where they couldnt get in and i wasnt feeling so bad all the time :(

maybe ill talk about it with t tomorrow...