just....

not really sure what to even say anymore..cas it just feels like its the same stuff over and over and over and its tiring and wears me out..just feeling so sad and dejected tonight..and i really dont know why..havent done much of anything today you know..just reading and watching tv and well i did laundry but thats not thrilling or worrisome..but the overwhelming feeling is just sad..well depressed be cause its not just feeling sad..ugh..i dont know :(