im home
im depressed
what else is new :(

really struggling to deal with the fact that the weather is warming up and i cant relax or be comfortable because of the scars...i hate it..i want to be like everyone else and go swimming and have fun and i cant..cas im always worried..its not fair..and im not happy right now at all..

have been home since friday but im hoping to be heading back to va in a couple hours..need to get away