had a hard night.. couldnt sleep but was so so so tired...was up until after 2 i think..and then there were thhunder storms that got me up again..and had trouble relaxing enough to go to sleep..and now im up again..and im still tired..
really anxious about t today..cas going to have to tell her about yesterday..feel guilty not telling her..and i just dont feel good right now..i still dont want to do anything at all..and have been talking about it some ..and it wasnt as much of an accident as i first thought..which makes it worse..i guess..i dont know..its just all messed up..and the effects are ones that werent counted on..guess its safe to say i know that i cant go up any higher on the lexapro because i cant function with it any higher..worried t is going to be mad at me..for doing it..
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