havent really felt much like writing lately...not much to say i guess..my head is full of lots of stuff but i just cant find the words for all of it...i guess ive kinda come to terms about the whole cutting is an addiction thing..and it sucks but im trying to stop so i guess thats something..and right now its going ok i guess..the thoughts still come..and i try not to dwell on them to much..havent had a big big urge though so thats good..but also starting to worry some over my birthday..trying not to freak out about it..
im ok i guess..should be enjoying mommy being gone more..and im not stressed out as much but just kinda depressed in general...dont know ..but i am babysitting today so that will help some money wise..and it has kept me busy a bit
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