tired

im tired today..well right now...i sleept this afternoon some..came home and just zoinked out for a few hours..so ofcourse i didnt pick up when mommy called like a million times..when i did call her back i got the usual where were you drill like i do anything but go to work and go home...its so stupid but its the same old thing..eventually woke up feeling sick and and watched a couple movies..chatted with a friend and now im waiting for antm to come on..i watched quest for camelot and have decided i would really like to become a knight..and of course i ended up chatting about that for like 2 hours with someone and she said she would become a knight with me and we talked about saving nations and then joining the order of the phoenix and having wands and dress robes and all this stuff that would make no sense to almost anyone else..and yet we talked for a couple hours about all of it and it was fun..she didnt tell me to act my age or grow up or anything dumb like that..im not sure what im going to do with my time off but i doubt it will be anything interesting..mostly staying at home..sleeping..figuring out money that i dont have to stress myself out more..
life is grand
driving home earlier was really weird..i started to get a headache before i left and when i did leave i was fine..but driving home it took a little bit for me to figure out i want really paying attention..i was driving without focusing on anything..my head just felt really foggy like i was in this haze that wouldnt lift...it lasted for about 15minutes or so..and then things were back to normal..it was weird