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im just really tired today..tired of everything..not feeling good and worrying a lot about the usual stuff..tomorrow im thinking of going to the movies but now i cant figure out what i want to see..cant see both and i cant pick one...found out from mommy that my insurance is going up..i almost wish i couldnt drive..its a huge waste of money and it just overall sucks...if i ever get another car i want a regular car..not an suv..ugh..dont know why ive been picking at all of my food today..maybe im just not feeling good..cant figure out what i want and dont want what i fix..systematically end up throwing it all away..paid mommies bills online today because she cant use a computer..went to the store and found the filter i was looking for..paid my rent..and tomorrow i have to do laundry so i can pack..and then back to work..and out of town for a good while..