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something i noticed while we were in fla...my anixety is a lot worse than it normally is..i refused to sleep in the tents because they were to closed in and i ddint want to be in one..not to mention after like 4 days of camping we get tents but whatever...on the ride back i was getting nervous on the bus and didnt really know why..it took me picking my fingers apart to even notice i was feeling nervous in the first place...and normally being inside or on trips im fine and it doesnt bother me..no idea why its starting to change...a lot of stuff that never bothered me does now...dont know maybe it will get better..i hope it does considering im going camping 2 more times if not more...long bus rides and all of it..and if i cant handle being on the bus its going to be a miserable ride back to fla in april since i think thats next longest trip..no idea what im supposed to be doing to make it better though