im tired...so very freaking tired of all of this...im going back to my orignal plan for the car stuff...no i cant commit to making payments that i cant afford...especially to mommy or her boss or whoever..that is just asking to fail or get in trouble..and its just to much money ... to commit to. so no..im going to go with my original plan...when i get paid ..im going to rent a car next week..because im tired of feeling like im asking her for so very much...when im paying her to take me to work...she cousin doesnt have to pay..but i do..im sorry ok..im sorry for exisiting and for needing help and all of it..im sorry i just suck so freaking much and that i cant manage and that im freaking struggling right now...
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