Saturday, October 04, 2014

how am i still awake?!?!

im trying to remember my sleeping for today..and i dont think i really napped...i know i woke up at 4ish and fell back to sleep around 9 or so maybe..and only slept for a couple hours..and ive been up since then..and its going on 11pm and im still sitting up watching tv..and well writing and messing around on facebook...my mind is going to a million different places though right now and so im trying to fight the urge to sleep...i also to exactly know where taji is..so yeah..im debating on if i need to go and find her..prolly not though..because she is probably just sleep somewhere..

i pulled my glasses back out today..i cant see the tv..and it was bothering me..so i tried to fix them..and wear them..and guess what ...i can see !  darn that doctor for being right lol...but i really should be wearing them more..i think i look like a dork in them..

but my mood has improved a bit since this morning ..and a lot since yesterday...this morning i was still feeling pretty suicidal..and all that..and i ended up talking to tramaine and letting her know that i was sorry for yesterday and that i was mad at her..but that things are ok...

went to walmart and then just vegged out watching tv...

just thoughht of u,, yeah,,,now im distracted..eessh

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