im am just tired

and by tired i mean i am frustrated and overwhelmed and just feeling sad...mornings are hard right now...my lack of funds is hard right nowand im to ashamed to even tell mommy the true amount of what i need...it wouldnt make an differencee..i know she doesnt have it..and what she does have to give me i cant even get to because my account is already overdrawn...things are just ..things are juts overwhelming right now...