right now...im just exisisting ..i know i am..and it is frustrating..i dont want to be around anyone..i cant be around anyone for long before im in pain and just wanting to go home..yes im prolly using the pain a bit more to advantage but ..ive ignored it for so long .that now i cant seem to not be aware of it and it makes me upset to know that i have really legitly not been feeling good and now i know why..but of course there are conditions...ugh..and now i just want the darn thing out ..but it isnt going to happen like that at all..
im just complaining...and in a rotten mood...
thankfully tomorrow is the 1st and i will have money to pay bills and get food and all of that...ugh..i hate not being able to do anything ..and my acct is so far in the negative i cant do anything at all..and this is after borrowing money..and so it is frustrating me big time...
just not feeling to positive today at all..
and i went to sleep aruond 3 or so yesterday..and slept off and on until finally i made myself stay awake at 5am...havent eaten since about 12 yesterday..and im hungry but nothing is getting my attention food wise...so i dont know..
again...just in a lousy mood..
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