permanant state of pms

i feel like shit to put it nice and bluntly ... im sick..theres just something wrong with me ..and i dont know what to do to help it...its going on 2 months of a non stop period..im tired..worn out..drained of energy..the meds the gyno gave werent the right ones..and now im looking at a trip to an emergency room because i dont have the insurance or the money to cover a visit to the gyno..rather one bill than two..but im deathly afraid of the hospital and im trying hard to put it off as long as i can..but the constant bleeding is getting to me..im tired and cranky and i just want to lay down and sleep forever...im tired of the bleeding and i know i need to go to the hospital..but fear is stopping me...im afraid and thats the bottom line..but the bleeding is heavy and not stopping and im afraid because its not getting better its getting worse..and im stuck..