my ramble on taxes

since i am feeling so anxious about my taxes and my refund that im getting back...that im just stressing on what i can or cant spend the money on...gosh my head has blown up the amount and what i want versus what i can get are not even in the same catergory anymore...cas what i want keeps changing..what i need stays the same..and the amount of money stays the same..yet the wants go up and down every single hour!! ugh..and i try to contain it and to work with it..and it is a bit annoying you know..so i figure ill make a list of sorts ..just for the sake of doing one...

-1st what i need to get done -
windshield for my car
license concerns
bills
bounce being updated on all shots and getting spayed

-2nd what i want-
ps3 w/ little big planet
clothes
sneakers
money in savings
furniture
new camera

-3rd what i just want to blow money on-
a vacation
clothes
impulse buys (books/movies/music)
art stuff

well you get the idea....
so my new plan for that money..is to wait until i get it all and move it into my savings account until both state and federal are deposited..and then when i h ave it all and have one amount that im looking at..im going to make a new list....one for important things i need the money for..and one for things that i truly want..and havent been able to get for myself since june of last year...yes i have been livving on a budget and no im not doing great with it..but things for myself have been few and far between...

and surprisingly ... i really want to just get out of town for a few days...i dont know if i want to see nia or go home yet..but just getting away..taking a few days and just driving and being away from job stress and life stress and just laughing and having a good time and no worries...and if i can just last a bit longer..then i think ill make it that first weekend in march ..and go up to nias place...check out sc..see what it has to offer..and use that as my get away..wait no..second weekend in march...heck lol gotta go to my staff meeting ..so yeah prolly the second weekend in march..yeah i think thats the plan...yeah i need to get away..