moving on the brain...

well against all the odds...and well there were quite a few odds!! we are moving next month...the first weekend of next month actually..and so i am overwhelmed with moving and packing and furniture..and well throw in mommy and her major concerns with me moving and wanting to control it and well yeah ..my head is on overload!!!  i have to still finish paying all the fees...plus get the power switched over..and the cable and internet turned on...and then on the 1st im will be able to get the keys..sign the lease..and it will be done...and im moving..i almost didnt think it would happen...i was afraid of not being able to find a place and feel safe and all of that..but i have...i did..and things are moving along quite fast actually...possibly found an affordable living room set...and thats awesome..so now im looking for an affordable nice complete bedroom set..and thats what im going to be spending my tax money on...and then finishing up with the fees and everything with my pay check..and so my mind is a million miles away now...im focused on moving and all of that and packing and getting rid of stuff and everything...if i can find a good bedroom set then im going to be giving my old bed to my cliennt..cas he needs one..and i would feel better knowing that i could help him...hes also getting one of my tvs...cas somehow i have 3! and well im trying to have the bulk of stuff moved in before mommy comes so that she wont have a reason to stay long and everything..and my sister may be coming and staying with me for that first week..but thats not set in stone yet...but im hoping she does..it will be nice to have company...

so as for other things..work is work..nothing much changed there..set with 3 clients and getting between 30 -35 hours a week..so thats good..gotta work on paperwork this weekend though and get it all turned in..

the bleeding is undercontrol again...went to the gyno on umm wed..and she started me on a birth control pill and had to talk to me about not being able to not take the meds..so it looks like im on birth control indefinitely to control the bleeding...i have an appt to go back and get an ultra sound again in a couple weeks..but due to money that may or may not happen ..well it may not happen this month and i may have to push it back to get things for the apartment taken care of before that since im self pay for now..

i did apply for insurance yesterday and so im waiting to hear back about that and see if ill even be able to be covered..

but other than that things are well going as well as they can i guess...slowing able to pay things off now that im getting more hours at work and a steady paycheck...so thats good..and then i have to just do what i can you know..

but yeah ..breakfast and then getting ready for work!  but its friday! thank goodness...still having issues with energy and being worn out really easily..and i need to go and pick up my meds today and that will be like 150 ...ouch..but i need those meds..so yeah..no complaining..hopefully soon ill have insurance and will be able to get help with the meds..although i feel like im starving darn birth control...

hmm possibly going to the movies this weekend..and that will be my outting for the weekend..cas gas prices are crazy right now..so yeah the benefits of moving are pretty good...i will save on gas and what not..and for now things are fine you know...im not looking for another job..im managing...taxes next year will suck since im going to be considered self employed ..and owe all the taxes that isnt taken out of my check now..so yeah...im wondering what im going to do about that..but for now...its going to have to be ok...

bounce is bouce and doing her own thing of course :)  hmm gotta make lunch today...no more buying fast food and stuff..went a little crazy with that yesterday..so yeah..gotta make lunch..and umm yeah..guess im going for real this time lol