just cant get ahead :(

the staff meeting yesterday was just to say that the company is still struggling..and that checks are going to be a full week late for some people...i hadnt been told ahead of time that i wasnt getting a check..i was told yesterday at 3 in the afternoon that i wasnt getting a check what the hell am i supposed to do ?! i needed that check..i have bills to pay..i need gas and grocerys and everything..and its overwhelming..iasked for gas money..and the boss gave me a little bit..and its like..well if im not getting paid and i dont have the money for gas i just cant see clines as much next week..but if i dont see them then my next check will be horrible..and i dont know what to do..you know he gave the speech and asked us to be patient and that he just needed like 30 more days and things would be back on track ... i cant decide if iwant to look for another job or if i am willing to stick it out and see what happens...theres to much trying to change right now..moving and a new job all at the same time is overwhelming..but moving and having a job where i cant depend on getting my paycheck on time is overwhelming me too..and so yesterday i had to plead for my check from my second job..with the understanding that every bit of paperwork will be in to them on monday...so now i have some money for the little stuff like gas and food and what not..but not enough to cover any bills..and im just frustrated and overwhelmed and wanting to do very very bad things and the possibility of moving and well also the possibiltiy of having to stay here for two months and struggling to pay the 825 in addition to fees for another place and all of that..and i dont know how to manage it..i dont know how to get anything done..and i just want to say screw it and just stay here ..where im at now..but i know there are cheaper places..and it would be logical to move..but i cant think about anything and im tired and worn out from thinking and trying to figure things out..and i just want to lay down and never get back up again..i really dont..