....i dont know anymore

i dont know what to do..move..or not to move..stay with a friend...travel back and forth to work..ugh..i just cant catch a break..i cant get ahead..im frustrated and tired and hopeless about all of it..i am :(  i dont want to keep doing this...looking and hoping for things to work out..i just want to give up and go hide and just call it quits and not have to struggle anymore..i cant do this...ive failed..and i guess thats all there is to say..