today is just one of those days with to much happening all at once...
im not feeling good still..still sounding stuffed up and congested but i am able to be out and everything today without feeling like im going to pass out..
therapy was hard this morning....she asked me if i really was going to put the effort into healing..because the feelings she got from me said otherwise...and she is right..as much as i dont want to admit it..she is right.i dont want to do the work required to get better and feel better..i show up and hope that something will magically happen to make everything easier to deal with and easier to manage and all of that..i dont know what i want to do..or what i need to work on...
woke up this morning and my internet was off..and i wont be able to afford to get it back for a couple weeks..so ill be scarce for a while...not the best time to have to deal with this..but i guess i knew it was coming and will just have to deal..
but im at mcdonalds right now using there wifi..and well its free and i can get into things..so yeah..guess it works for right now and i know that ill be able to at least get online once a day..but yeah ...i better go
im tired of all of this...it sucks ..everything sucks
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