stressful day

this would be how im feeling right now..im tired and worn out and stressed from both jobs..and just ugh..

doubting my abilities some this evening with so much going on...maybe i need to just refocus my attention and do something so not related to work..

today has been a lot of running around...dealing with work stuff from both jobs..from 9 to 5 today..and there is a possible trip to the hospital later for a client who is struggling..and both jobs were just so demanding today..and it was so stressful..and a lot of last minute decisions and schedule changes..and i now have 4 clients (with more coming possibly) from one job...and the the preschool stuff and one client from the second job..and today they were all demanding my time and i just cant think anymore right now...gosh im so so hoping that the kid doesnt need to go to the hospital or that we can figure out a way to get it done tomorrow or something..head is shot today...really really is..

just want to lay down but i cant because if i fall asleep ill be falling apart myself if they called and i had to drive to the hospital..so i need to stay up..

going to fix dinner in a few..and maybe that will help start getting things to calm down....shoulders are bunched up a lot this evening so i know i am stressed out and having a hard time relaxing and letting go...