Friday, March 05, 2010

not feeling safe

things have been really hard this week. . had t o see the gyn again and it was really painful..they did the internal ultrasound..and then did a biopsy...both hurt a lot and made me just kinda shut down big time..im waiting for the gyn to call and talk about the biopsy and stuff...but i think the new meds are helping with getting the bleeding to stop..

saw t this week and i dont know...im not feeling safe at all..not in a suicidal way or anything but just in a really broad kinda way..i dont feel safe..i want my old t..i dont know what i want or how to make it better..i realy dont..its tiring ..and its like theres an underlying layer of anxiety that just refuses to go away..

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