sidenote

when i ws in therapy last week..and being asked all the usual pretherapy questions...she got around to asking me if i wass abused as a child and of course i was a smart ass and asked what her definition of abuse was..just cas i didnt want to say yes or no..but anyway she asked if i was sexually abused and i said no without a second thought..the funny part is i didnt give a definite no to any other question she gave me..i played around and used i dont know a heck of a lot..but with that particular question it was a flat out no..and i dont give many of those..wonder if it means i was just lying..or i didnt want her to know ..or i didnt want me to know..confusing to say the least