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i really havent been in a good mood lately...and i dont really know why..sometimes im ok but most of the time i just stay pissed off about just about everything..its a pain in the butt..because i dont like being so upset all the time..prolly why i was able to talk myself into calling about therapy..and that makes me mad too..i really hate that everything i want to do or have to do gets a back seat to what everyone else has to do..i have to take nia to school and work in the morning this week because mommy has to go to work early..and even before when i have to take her i let her know what time we are leaving the night before and she is never on time..doesnt matter if i had told her i really needed to leave because i had something to do for work or something..no shes always late coming out..but if she has somewhere to be at a certain time then she is up and ready to go and rushing me to hurry uup even if its before when i planned on leaving and then shes pissed off cas she was late or something..but if i get mad about being late ..no one really seems to care or it just doesnt matter..and my work schedule has to work around someone elses schedule and i dont think thats fair at all..that just really annoyed me this morning..not my fault she doesnt have her license..i got mine and i got it becuase i needed it..she needs hers and wont freaking go and get..i was scared about driving too..still am..but i do it..and a lot of it was i did hate having to always ask ppl to take me places..and she wants to keep saying she is just scared of driving and cant get her license..but god driving 30 miles away to take her to work or to pick her up in killer traffic..or driving her to school at 7 in the morning..isnt so cool after a while ..its just a pain