randomness

hmm a bit about nothing

got a new phone today....wonder what someone else would think opening my phone and seeing the uh colorful ballon filled picture but have finally upgraded to a camera phone lol..a big deal for me because im so not a phone person and could care less about all the extra features but figured it was time to upgrade a bit..still learning it though

didnt work tonight be cuase the family was sick and well now is just not the time for me to get sick you know..planning on taking cold meds just incase! but spent that time at the library catching up on work paperwork..still not finished but ive started now at least and i have a couple more days to fill in and then i have to go and drop it off tomorrow morning early so its not late..part of me just wants to turn it in so i can have it looked at and my mistakes pointed out ..so ill know what i need to work on and how to do it and everything..maybe the stress of doing them will lower then

got two new journals today..one is a fill in the questions one aan its like self discovery type stuff..can always use a bit more self discovery! and one is just a regular journal but its a big solid one and it makes me think of writing a book everytime i look at it because its just like a reg sized text book lol..ok a bit smaller but bigger than a reg sized journal lol..and i think ive just managed to confuse myself! but just wanted a new one for actually writing stuff down in..since i can no longer just pop online and write as much since my computer isnt hooked up anymore

hmm loving the double standard mommy has placed on my money yet again..i cant spend it but i can loan it to her..stupid me..once again i assume the this time it will be diffferent and after im lectured about not using it and not going out or anything (like i do anyhting like that anyway) she asks to borrow some to pay stuff..and its like ok you just tell me not to use it and then turn around and ask for some and then when it comes time to pay bills and i dont have enough then its my fault for not managing my money correctly..and then i fill stupid for doing something i want to do like buying new journals because i just want them..