christmas eve

today is christmas eve and i dont think i care...i cant scrape up enough of anything right now to be happy about and all i want to do is get tomorrow and next week over with so i can leave again...i got a new bag yesterday and my boots came in and they are actually to big for my lower leeg and i cant walk in them either...im guessing by now i should have had more practice with walking in heels but i dont and so i look like im so wobbly on them...kinda funny if i really want to think about it but i guess once im used to them it iwll be ok...have to help cook tonight and tomorrow and my and nia finished all our shopping yesterday and i used a heck of a lot of money but its ok i guess i still have a little for chicago just to take with me..and well i wont give away my g ifts yet but i know most of them already...i got dusti a gift to but i opened it and set it up for her last night ..i dont think she really gets how to play with it but i hope she will considering its almost the same type of toy as me sticking a feather in the fan for her to play with..now that was entertaining..oh me and nia bought a family fued game for the house and played it last night with henry at well 1 in the morning..3 rounds and henry was playing by hisself and me and nia still lost two rounds! but it was a lot of fun and i think we will play again tonight when they get back...