everything sucks

yvonne stayed home today and that was probably a good thing..... i missed my appt yesterday because my ride didnt show up...as much as i didnt want to go i did want to go and then i didnt and it was just way to much and so i cried for a little while and then cut a lot..i had cut earlier than that but yea..i wasnt nice to my wrist at all yesterday and now it hurts alot and im trying not to movie it much but having to cook didnt help that any....im supposed to call today and make a new appt and im not sure if i will...i dont think they will keep letting me make appts if i keep missing them :(...and i dont know ...im just really annoyed and upset and sad and not feeling to hopeful about anything anymore