I am so very tired right this minute... I'm also incredibly full and I'm trying not to move otherwise I really think that I will end up going in throwing up.. This morning kind of sucks because I got sick while I was driving again... And throwing up and driving and trying not to make a mess of things is very hard to do when you're in the middle of traffic... So for most of the day I was just not really feeling good and didn't really want to be at work but can't really leave work either... And work was its own stress ...but now I have to go back until Saturday and then I'll be there all day on Saturday...
Tomorrow I see Anita and I think that I have a lot to talk to her about..thank you you're just making me more anxious and I don't know why... And now I'm worrying a lot about everything and I know that there a lot of things I can't do anything about... But I'm still worried and anxious... I actually think I want to go see Courtney...
Did I happen to mention that I feel like I ate way too much... But I put on Facebook today that I'm in a relationship... Me and I know I'm in a relationship and Sarah of course I know that she's in a relationship but I guess putting it on Facebook makes it official in some weird way... Sarah put that she was in a relationship months ago ...and I was fine with that... But for some reason with certain things going on right now I'm suddenly feeling very possessive.. And wanting to cling to the one person who hasn't left me .. Maybe it's that knowing things were serious.. I mean I still don't understand why it's so important and why everyone needs to know so much information.. But now it's out there and that's it... I don't plan on adding anything else to what I put up today I'm not sure I'm going to answer the comments either... I mean it's not like it's been anything negative but I also didn't put any details at all besides the fact that I'm in a relationship... So I guess people can come to their own conclusion... I love Sarah and I want her to know that I love her what should I tell her every single day... And whether or not I had put anything on Facebook isn't important at all ...because it's still not about anyone else it's about us
But I'm feeling sleepy maybe I'll lay down for a little bit
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