Angry

I just want my stuff and I can't get it... I didn't get paid today so I am stuck literally on what I can do... And I can't even really be mad because technically tomorrow is payday... But my check normally shows up on Thursday and I was stupidly expecting it today so I could get things done... And no check so I have no money to get my stuff or gas or anything.. And I am just getting more depressed about things.. I'm angry that Tramaine is using information that I have told her against me. My issues are causing problems I guess and I feel stupid for that happening.. For not being able to handle the normal stuff... Something is so very wrong with me and I am sorry that I can't fix it