you know something ..i really wonder sometimes what people expect of me..ok more than sometimes...but with whole issue with my niece and her pregnancy is a bit of a hassle...people are getting their stories crossed and suddenly there is way to many ppl in the middle of an issue that they really cant do anything about...i told my niece myself that she needed to think and figure out what she wanted to do..i told her that if i came to me adopting the baby..then there would be no take backs..because in her mind it is a 'oh i can just drop the baby off and then come back later and get her again..and it will not be like that..so i had to talk to her because i am not ok with her going around and like telling ppl something that is not true..so yeah ... still figuring out that whole issue..and not super focused on that right now either..
yesterday..yesterday was actually a pretty fun day..all things considered..i really cant remember the last time we laughed so much...given for part of the day we were just a little tipsy..but lost that buzz pretty quickly ..but went shopping and out to lunch and then to the hair store which was a huge experience ..talk about being out of my element
but it was incredibly fun playing with the wigs...tried on the super
bright purple one and wanted to try on the yellow one but the friend i
was with said no way lol...so otried on other ones and actually decided
on a new hair style which we are getting done today. so it is going to
be different and its got purple highlights !! its so cool..we will have
to take pictures after it is done lol..wont tell what it is actually
but yes it will be interesting 
and well because its me its so not over the top but it is a little bit
different..still a short style and everything though.. i called mommy
yesterday and told her that i dyed my hair purple and she got so pissed
at me..like she was really mad..and hung upp on me. and i had to call
her back and tell her that i didnt really dye it purple..but i told her
she didnt have to look at my hair if she didnt want to..and i am
changing my hair because i want to..not for her..you know i actually told my friend yesterday that i didnt need anyone telling me what to do..i dont like people telling me what i cant do or what i shouldnt do..it bothers me .. and with anyone but mommy i can say that its stupid and not their business..with mommy its a little trickier and i end up not so sure..but right now ..i dont want her telling me what i can and cant do either..i dont like that..i dont want that..i am an adult arent i ? ugh..
but anyway..mood is okay today..trying to get up and get moving but its going slow lol..im currently trying to get myself to take a shower so that i can go ahead and wash my hair. and all of that...
hmm wondering if there is anything else lol..
maybe not
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