Monday, October 17, 2011

depressed...

there is so very much that i should be doing right now in the terms of work stuff..and instead im just sitting in the office and wishing i could go home..im not feeling very comfortable with myself today..im tired and just feel majorly exposed right now..i dont know what is wrong..but the urge to just go home is massive and overwhelming...im not feeling particularly happy or stable right now and i need to be quiet and alone..like being around ppl right now is just to much to handle and i just dont know how to deal with myself and my head..i actually dont even want attention right now from my supervisor..and i always want attention from her..like always lately..and so i really dont know whats going on..normally im okay at the office and today it just feels off..maybe its just simply that i dont have my work in and its making me feel more depressed..but there is just to much in my head right now..and i am just trying to think about to much stuff all at once..i dont know..im feeling really depressed right now..like majorly depressed and i just want to sit quietly somewhere..

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