well im not feeling suicidal...ill take that for progress...
did lots of thinking last night and realized that i am losing myself again and believing what other ppl are telling me and not thinking for myself type stuff...realized im making the choice to stay upset and sad and depressed about stuff that i cant change right now..so yeah...
overslept this morning..again..and so just ended up taking the morning and doing nothing with it...chilled out..fixed breakfast...cleaned up a bit..and actually started laundry..yay..i know its been a while..goodness...but im hoping to keep feeling a bit more motivated to do stuff...
something this week or next week i gotta go and do the intake junk..and maybe ill end up with different meds or something..cas yeah..feeling super dark and negative lately..and yeah i may be making it worse..but its not all me ! so yeah...
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