guess an update....not writing much..not sure why either

yesterday kinda just sucked all around..and finaly after dropping off paperwork (yes got it done) we just had to go home cas could feel a full fledged tantrum coming on..and well yeah...easier to just go home and chill out than to deal with anything else yesterday..and it did help a lot that my evening person cancelled..cas just wasnt dealing to well with stuff....

today is better i think..did see t..and didnt cancel..and i guess did need to talk to her..and we did icky role plays dealing with mommy stuff..and then talked about my supervisor and i just wanted the floor to open up and swallow me i was so embarrassed yuck yuck not comfortable at all with that..but now t knows and said we would talk more about it...eessh

but yeah just taking it easy today...supervisor later and then just going home for the day..tuesday is my easy day of the week and im trying to enjoy it! ...

  ill have to add more of the cute pictures of taji lol. and poor bounce who im still giving lots of attention too..is just being bounce and trying to eat everything up ... i woke up this morning with taji trying to nurse my ear lol...once i was coherent enough to figure out what she was doing i got up and put down more food for her lol..but yes she was intent this morning on my ear ! but next month ill be getting both of them to the vet for check ups and all that fun stuff..

my brother sent me a message yesterday asking about a trip to busch gardens for his birthday in june...and well it would be cool you know cas everyone would be chilling at my place ( without mommy of course) and just having fun...im hoping that by then ill have a small little patio set and we can cook out or something..and they can all spend the weekend..and i nkow im planning all that..and will feel really crowded with my brother, his girlfriend, my sister and possibly her husband, and my younger brother..and 2 cats all in my apartment!! goodness..but will see..it may or may not happen...and holy crap those darn tickets are like 65 bucks a piece!!! craziness..

as for head stuff..i dont know...managing..not manaing..cant decide...major isolation over the weekend..and wasnt good..but no si or anything...think some sui feelings back and forth ..but i dont know..hard to tell these days..essh ..