have had a headache all day...just want to lay down and sleep but have to get work stuff done cas have to take mommy to work in the morning so i really do have to be ready to leave at 6:30 and i guess ill just be staying out until see t tomoorrow at the usual time before work..but yea think just all the stress and what not makes it harder on my head..but have to stay focused at least for another couple hours and then ill have to go and do something else i guess..

but went to work..was over an hour late again this morning :( stayed to play with waynes puppy cas it made me happy and i didnt even know he had her..her names mya and she is cute..shes small and white with brown spots and she jumped all over me and followed me around the room and up the stairs. told him that mya liked me better than him :) and she was so excited and jumpy! but then dusti came and they both looked at each other for lots of tiime but then mya started to bark and dusti started to hiss soooooo i just held mya till it was time for her to leave again..didnt want them to fight or anything and its been acouple years since dusti has been around any other animals..but id rather they didnt fight or anything..but dusti is fine maybe a lil jealous though!

have been thinking a lot about choices and what we want to do..and moving is way at the top of the list..but then we are at home and theres a night like tonight where things are almost civil and no arguing..most likely because she knows im her ride to work tomorrow so no need to upset me tonight..pretty pathetic i guess..but i really do think thats what it is..and then in a couple days things will be the same as usual and it is hard to know when it will be a good day and when it wont be a good day..