stupid comp erased my blog from earlier and i dont know if i want to write it again...but since some other stuff has happened ill right anyway..
so yea..salt has become my best friend again..4 times in two days but its not enough because after a while it stops hurting as much...i dont know what my limit is in burning but im thinking ill find it out pretty soon...but hey no cutting..although i do hate trading one for the other...and since i feel like going and throwing up burning it is...for now...what am i doing to myself...i dont know anymore..i dont think i ever knew..it was just something that got way out of hand and cant be stopped now..
things are really off lately and of course what do i do...forget i know how to talk it seems...i have to pack and junk in a little while and clean up the kitchen and my room...and then a nice long freaking drive back..i was really hoping she would let henry take me but im guessing not...
and yea im worthless and stupid and all that great stuff..i always forget but then i come home and remember..and yea things are going just great
oh well gotta go anyway
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