Tuesday, May 17, 2005

back to school...in may

funny ive already been out of school and back in before henry gets out for the first time! still i would rather be in school...im actually trying to practice my mindfullness in class becasue i have some how gotten into the habit of drifting off horribly without really thinking about it...not that i really want to pay attention when things are boring in class but i need to..so im trying to work on it...i have to go home soon though...because i have to try and see if i can change around an appt with arran so i wont have to miss classes...the first day back went well though..made it to both my classes and got my classes back after they were cancelled on me...so that had me worried big time but its all fixed now and the extra money i thought i had to pay wasnt even on there...so im just glad for that..

im really tired though and in a lot of pain..i was having trouble breathing in class and it sucked...it hurts if i do anything that agrivates the area with the burn..i had to put a bandaid on it last night and that helped take away some of the soreness of it but not all of it...and even after all of this .. i still want to burn...not in that area though..but burn all the same..

im trying to think of something to eat for today...im thinking ill get a smoothie and then get something on the way home...or else ill go get french fries..i dont know what i want to eat but i will have to eat it before 6!

oh well im off to waste some more time before i go home

1 comment:

luvpayne said...

Janet said what i wanted to say, so i will just leave it at that... but now here is proof of two ppl that feel the exact same way.

be strong, and dont give into the exasperation that others try to cause you, in the attempts to bring you down. When others attempt to distroy all the good work you do for yourself, it is only out of envy and their self worth. They do not do this cuz YOU are bad, wrong, stupid... (put your own words there) they do it because THEY ARE THE ONES THAT HAVE THE PROBLEMS... it is just easier to destroy you than to work on themselves...... you are thought of...luv