Thursday, May 26, 2005

sad

i found out yesterday that riley and harris's puppy had to be put to sleep..he was such a sweet puppy and so pretty..golden retriever..i have a couple pictures of him .. when i was over at there house i always got to play with the puppy..mommy didint like him much though and i always had to keep him in the cage if she was there..riley had only had him for maybe 3 months and when i called yesterday it had just been done and riley was crying in the background..i know they will miss him alot...mommy doesnt care because she doesnt like animals but its hard..dusti is like a kid who depends on me for just about everything except the bath part that i do anyway...i was fine yesterday when i found out about it but now its bothering me...its like sitting in here trying not to cry...its not like i can cry i have class in a little while and i dont know if ill be sitting through the whole class...i want to go home but i cant miss class...i have a doc appt today and im going home today and i didnt pack..i havent even thought about packing even though ive known i was going home...i was hoping i wouldnt have to..but i am .. i dont even know how im getting home today yet....


its been a sucky week

1 comment:

luvpayne said...

Hang in there wisp.. and PLEASE.. i am on IM whenever and will answer you back promise.. soupbox is waiting.. and i think i might be ready to stand on it... take care my friend, remember that you are thought of often.. and hope you are able to feel the warmth of your friends' love, trying to help you through this... be well and safe