what i want

i am feeling alone..and lonely..i want comfort..i fieel sick and i just want comfort..and i dont know how to get it or how to ask for it..and it just makes me feel even more alone..and i dont know what to do...depression is back..i am tired..im worn out..im tired of dealing with the hurting and not being able to do anything..i want kathy..i want physical comfort so bad it hurts..and there is no one to get it from..what do i do?  what do i need?  what do i want?  i just want to sleep...i dont want to feel anymore...