sometimes i think i just want to know that i am needed..that i am important..that i am wanted...and maybe that is why my tired indifference has been so big today...i slept most of the day and this morning was close to tears when talking about what mommy told me...i am afraid to ask anyone else...and so the sadness and confusion has no where to go..i dont know what to do with myself..just sleep and not think...thats all...