and its almost monday

im so tired..so i have no real idea why in the world im still up and on the computer.

hmm tomorrow is monday and im kinda looking forward to just having something to do with my day..well most of my day..it really does take me all morning still to get my head together enough to even make it to work! ugh..but im glad tomorrow is monday..im glad to go back to work..

yvonne put my desk together tonight for me..and its cool not having to lay on the floor to use the computer..im back to sitting up and typing and it feels so weird..and less relaxing to sit up to use the computer vs stretching out on the floor! but its good that its done and thats one less thing to worry about.

other wise..things are pretty much the same old same old..still feeling sad off and on today but its better today than yesterday..so that i was really glad for..yesterday just kinda sucked..but today was ok i think..made dinner and it turned out really good. so that made me happy. told mommy today that i wouldnt be home for christmas and so i think she is going to come up here for a day or something..which i can deal with..its only a day..so ill have to deal with it..but thats later and so i shouldnt stress about it now..

umm messed around with my blog today..considered giving yvonne the link but i cant decide yet..its weird enough having her truly knowing about the scars..but oh well...i live with her..so ill have to get used to it i guess..

but yeah im really going to bed now