today kinda sucked

ust very very very upset right now..having a hard time today with anger in general..so hard to control the feelings .. its just been one thing after another and if waking up at 3:30 to take mommy to work wasnt enough she volunteers me to stay the night tonight and now everyone is all worried that i wont have the kids ready for school tomorrow and that is just stupid..and work was a hassle and the girl was just having a day with things..and it was frustrating and then her mom is making plans for stuff for us to do which just means ill be running her errands with her my cl just gets to go along for the ride and i hate that..but ok..and then mommy calls me in the middle of work to let me know that i need to come and get her and no matter how many times i say i will be done with work at 3 no its not good enough and she just keep telling me i need to come and get her and she can run errands with us but i dont want that either and it was all stupid so what do i do??? go against everything i wanted to do and what made sense to do and go and pick up mommy in the middle of my job and take her around with my cl and her mom which could in a sense get me fired because im not supposed to do that but it doesnt matter at all because as long as mommy has her way then things are just peachy and what i have to say just isnt important at all and all the running around ive been doing to accommodate everyone just isnt enough and im sick of driving and taking ppl places and i hate having to plan around what mommys schedule is because this is the second time she has demanded that i come and get in the middle of me work day like i can just drop everything to come and get her..its not my fault her car isnt working and its not my job to make sure she can go places..because she wants to do everything for everyone and then complain about not having mommy and then starts wanting to know where my money is going and im not telling her and that just makes her even more mad and i dont care..and its all pointless..she tells me to do something and then goes and does it anyway..then tells me not to be mad..how stupid does she assume i am that i cant even use a vaccumm correctly and that i need to be checked behind on it..how many ways can you say you dont trust me when you go behind me and check what i said about something ..yea that makes me feel just freakin great